Maybe I should start.

4.5 years ago I made this page. So many ideas to write, post, blog, or whatever words that are used, as I’m sure there are plenty that I currently don’t know. It has sat for 4.5 years. Auto-payment has been hard at work, which makes me think maybe auto-payment is my friend, not wanting me to give up on my little idea 4.5 years ago. I will name him Otto, as that sounds more personable. Otto knew my thoughts remained, which is why I never told him to stop. “Next month.” “Next year.” I knew if Otto stopped his job, then I would never start. So out of respect for Otto, and hopefully out of a little respect for myself, I think this is the start. I don’t exactly know what it means to start, but typing this with my head buried under the covers because I’m too tired too roll out of bed is going to be my start, or technically 2nd start because I did manage to hire Otto to be on my team 4.5 years ago. Technicalities aside, how about I think of it as my real start.

I’ll steal a photo my mom took.

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